chikennoodles

Dear today. Alex make a new scar on my leg. maybe 20cm. I dont have any nail remover. I have no money left. My bedroom is messy. I dont know where to start clean up. My koper bag is full. I need more space. I cracked 2 eggs acidently. 1 for lunch. I can't open my phone. It's locked by pasword. I know my pass. But the keypad isn't desapear. Its finally open. But i lost all the data. I have to download and start it all again. I pickup my little sister in TPA and she cried coz i take her home. Parents blame it on me. Everyone blame everything in me. #blameitonmile I lost my picture. I'll give it to my friend. I have to draw it again. Its a birthday gift fyi. I visit my grandma house to deliver the fixed iron and clothes. She mad coz i came back to fast. Dear today. Thank you so much. For visiting me. Lots of love. One and only mile.

Sometimes, i always try to be a cheerfull person. But i can't. I always want to say hello when i pass my neighbour. But too shy. I don't know how to be like that. Like what people do sometimes. Once i ask my friends, how to say hello to my neighbour like you did? Just say hello then. I wish it was easy like what you say. I always feels so nerverous when i get in into a room full of strangers. Its feels like their eys catching me. Im scared.